"For two individuals to know how to love each other, communication is the key.
They have to communicate from the heart, not their heads. Otherwise, it's just the ego talking. Ego is about controlling the other, while love is accepting the other...
They have to grow together and not apart. There has to be true awareness of themselves and the other, and this acceptance is very important." -Christina Low, tantric yoga instructor.
dearest lb, i've read all of ur feedback and im really very happy. it's really comforting to know that all of u are really there for me. and just to let all of u know, i'll be here for u too when u need me.
good news!! piggoman had got a promotion. from comisc cook (the lowest rank) to a senior cook. it's a jump of two levels. he actually expected a 3-level jump but, oh well!
anyway, i actually understand and agree with what u all said. i know that me, an uni student, wld definitely earn more than him. but i've kept this comment to myself cuz i dont really wanna make him feel inferior. i know that he's hardworking and ambitious, he definitely can make it big sometimes. but for me, i realised that i like working and feeling that i am able to earn money by myself. i wanna hv my own career, work hard and earn big money. u can actually say that i can be a workaholic when i hv a job. it happens when i was working at bb alr. all i wanted was longer working hours and earnin money non-stop. even piggoman pointed that out to me before, and gundu too. haha.
next, i'm not, and will not give in to him so all of u dont hv to worry. i love him, but i havent lost my mind. im very clear of what im doing right now still. i actually follow my mind more than my heart. perhaps im too rational for my own good. but anyway, that's why i'm sure i wont make any stupid mistake which i would regret in the future.
and also, i've thought it through alr. im giving each other chances now cuz the issues we are having is not so fatal actually. if it ever comes to a point where he made an unforgivable mistake; for instance if he got himself another girl or sexual partner, i will not tolerate that and would break up with him rightaway. i wont hurt myself or give him another chance to hurt me.
thx darlings, it's just that at time i feel that im not capable of taking such shit anymore do i feel like voicing out and whine abit. thank goodness i such great listeners over here. it makes me feel loved and cherished. all of ur care and concern dont fail in giving me strength to handle all this crap.
dear gundu, u really shld ignore a jerk like him. he's not taking a girl seriously at all. so what if they had lasted for 5 mths?? that's not really that long in my opinion. i dont believe that they will be together for too long. u will find a guy 100x better than this idiot who doesnt even know how to choose the right girl. he's not worth it. forget him, and move on. u will meet someone who really loves u one day.
dear retard, dont worry so much ok?? i know that u love me, and dont forget that i love u too. if all my problems affect u in ur studies, then i ought to be blamed. i do not wanna be a burden to u. please do well for ur exams. u shld know me by now. im not that weak, i'll be just fine. :)
dear aunty, u do take care of ur body. u are actually quite weak, falling sick easily. pills are not the best medicine for u. it's ample rest and a healthy lifestyle which u need so do take care alright??
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