Dearest Lunchboxers, It has been a long time since we last blogged(except gundu)! so sorry. i was quite busy lately with the uninteresting life i'm leading now.WAHA! i mean it's either school or teaching tuition at kids' houses. my life is really boring nowadays. i haven't know any new friends except that 2 or 3 girls i've mentioned. and looking back, it has already been nearly 2 months since i started school! actually i shouldn't have complained about having no friends. because i'm not trying at all, to make any friends. i'm tired actually, i mean to start all over again, introducing myself and talking to people first. but... WHY SHOULD I ALWAYS BE THE ONE WHO START ALL THESE FIRST??? haha. really tired of all these la.. i really really really miss those days in jc with u people man..as what gundu said, looking and talking about people around us. SIGH.. time passes real fast.
nowadays when i on my computer, i'll always go and take a look at our photos in YJ last time. and of course, this lb blog. looking back really make me feel... i don't really know how to describe.. kind of feel like crying, yet, the feeling is not that overwhelming until to the extent that i'll cry. HAHA.. wierd la. lately, i feel that i have nothing to look forward to, except to meet up with you people. haha just feel that i'm lacking of some... drive? ok sounds shitty. hahaaha. that's why comparing now and then, i have that "wanting- to- cry- but- can't" feeling.
just now as i scrolled up and down this blog, i found alot of our happy(LB outing) and sad(result taking) events, excitements(planning for lb outings) and worries(which uni to go with our 'good' results) of lb. such font memories, think i won't want to forget all! LOL! i came across an entry, when retard is 'consoling' gundu(cos gundu felt that her life was shitty then), and her story about a florist with her flowers and fertiliser.WAHAHAHAHA! now thinking about it, it made sense thou'. but how long must we wait for the 'florist who put the right fertiliser for the plant'??? hahahaahahaha! not in the near future for me.. and this.... led me to think of that unhappy event again. damn bloody useless right? sigh. so sorry.as i say i kept thinking of the past lately. even a small thing will trigger me off to think of some events of the past.
k i should stop wasting u people's time. AHAHAHA. it's already nearing 12 am now, gonna sleep soon. hope the days ahead will improve for me =) and u people too!! and, hope the time from now can pass faster... to SUNDAY!! LB picnic! let's pray n pray n pray... for a sunny day=)
