hey dearies, i've read all ur replies. thx alot. im really glad that i hv lb with me. im sorry but we had made up already. sigh. i have decided to forget the issues, again. i know this might sound very silly of me, but i can ignore the fact that i hv feelings for him. moreover, he loves me alot too.
come to think of it, he's very sweet at times too. for instance, i was sick once and he cooked soup and brought it down to ntu specially for me. and also when i kept vomitting then, he bought medicine for me, and cooked porridge for me too. what's more, he's ambitious. right now he had been promoted by two levels. he actually expected 3 thou. i thought that he could achieve it but by promoting 2 levels to a senior cook i think it's good enough.
i think i will just give each of us one more chance? we really love each other. sigh..
