Well, firstly, thanx piggo.... Thank you for having faith in me. I cant run away from thinking about LB everytime I need you guys. It does makes me sad but I can always feel your presence everytime I look at the pictures of you guys. Life had been tough but managable. Practical exams, tuition, housework, meetings even religious classes kept me so busy. There was times where I feel that I cant breathe. There are times I just cant stand certain people around me. But I do believe that these are the things we really pick up more and put them as treasure.
Looking you guys doing new year resolutions makes me want to do one too. Well, the muslim calender just had its new year recently too. And, jas and jing, I am sure that both of you can reach the resolutions. You need some goal out there and some planning. You dont just draw the interior of a building but you have to create it with your abilities. Just like the resolution, listing it out is easy, but use the abilities, your strength and your love to make it come true. You guys are capable so am I but we often put back our capabilities for some excuses that just make us who we dont want to be. I believe, like myself, last year was really another leap of life. And, it was something that you guys have to be proud of. A big achievement is nothing if the person do not value minor achievement. Setbacks and failure are just there to help us treasure things we might give a miss in life.
Okay, my resolutions are...
- I want to be a better muslim lady something that I never achieve in every year's revolution.
- I want to be fitter and run a marathon. I am training hard now but hopefully my knees are good enough to last me till I die. Hahaha
- I want to be a mature lady internally. (sounds that i am damn childish now)
- I want to get a full satisfaction over my course at nyp by working hard.
- My ultimate in life in the world is to become a pediatrics physiotherapist and a counsellor. So, I have to aim my dart right at the bull's eye.
- Lastly, I want to smile all year round with my loved ones.
And, also, I just return from a 2-day trip to m'sia with my family. It my birthday and my sister's birthday. Mine is according to the muslim calander. And, we went to stay at Puteri Pacific Hotel, 5-star i think. Well, I had loads of fun. And, I enjoy every minute. The dinner buffet was superb. The breakfast was perfect and the shopping was okay. Actually, if we start to work and earn on our own, i am thinking of putting aside a holiday saving. Perhaps maybe around $100 per month. In 12 months, I 'll get around $1200. Each person spent around $200 for the trip just now which includes hotel, 2 buffets and snacks. I think it is fairly reasonable. So, next time, I can organise one for LB. And, I must go get a license first so that I can drive you guys there!!! Hahahaha.... I'll upload some pics showing delicious food once I am free.. Now, I have to continue studying.
I love you guys.
Mat god bless LB and their loved ones.
