hey mama,
i cant imagine if i'm the one who's in your shoe, i meant the tremendous stress you are experiencing now. however please don't feel like dying. you are strong and we all believe you can do it. learn some ways to destress. sometimes it's not wise to study 24/7 either, cos' you'll be tired physically and phsychologically. maybe all u need is to have a calm mind. because with a calm mind, then you'll remember what you've studied.
and, i really don't know if asking you out will stress you out further. i really hope not. how mad felt (before u posted this post), was how i (maybe wanjing) felt too. we actually discussed about this for quite a long time, as we can't seemed to understand why u were like that(not replying msges,can't seemed to go out with us, etc). as u didn't really explain yourself clearly. frankly speaking we thought u didn't really care and that ur other 'better' friends seemed to be better than us too. i want to be honest to you about how we actually felt, as true friends are not supposed to hide their feeelings with one another. of course, please don't blame yourself, feel guilty or 'partly disappointed'(haha!) with yourself. all these were just misunderstandings. now that we've almost cleared all these, i hope this incident will not affect our friendship. we are still like before=)
mad, i actually look up to your character. you are firm in your thoughts(except for the ability to abstain from eating, HAHA!), straightforward and most importantly, you are very real. to me, your straightforwardness is a virtue. that's because i know you, that you won't hurt lb. we are friends, for the fact that we embrace one another's good and bad points. i mean what we see in you may not be what others see in you. people who do not know you may think that u r insensitive, but certainly not to us.
so what i'm trying to say here is, if, i mean if, mad ever says something which may sounds hurtful to siti, hope siti won't put it to heart,cos she really don't mean any harm. and mad shouldn't feel guilty about saying something bad,as i know that there's a reason for her to say that.sometimes she's not stating only her thought. she may be the 'bad' person, by amplifying all our thoughts. it's getting rather confusing here.. wahaha.. hope i won't confuse u people. and if u do not understand me here, i'm just trying to explain for everybody to clear up the misunderstandings. we don't mean to hurt one another, in any way! get it?
