Well, I really need to apologise to you girls because I cant go for dinner today. I was really caught up with things in school that was tooo heavy for me to take it. I received a news that my practical test is shifted one week in advance due to some minor reason. I really freaked out because I havent touch anything at all. Moreover, I had 2 more tests a day after this test which I havent went through yet. And to put things into disadvantage, my test this week is not over and I am not even 10 percent there. Seriously, I was at a great traumatic shock for a moment and i really couldnt take it. I felt like dying even. I cannot take stress well. However, after prayers and some calming down, I finally grabbed my soul back. I told myself, even if i sacrifise my sleep, I am going all out for it. As u know, I am not doing well right now, so I really need to back up. Please give me your blessings and pray for me okay, i think, i really need that in these times.
I also want to clarify somethings.... It is not that I do not want to go out with you gals but then sometimes, it is just that the time is not right, time where i have school commitments and family stuffs. But, I try my best to be there for all LB outings yea. And, btw, i dun often go out with alex. It is just that he is the kind that likes to sent friends home for no reason. So, dun ever think I put him above you gals hor. Actually, I cant remember when was the last time I saw him sia...
I love you gals very much. God knows what deep love is. Yes mad, i do have other good friends. But if you think they are better than you gals, i am sorry, they are not. I guessed I have found the perfect kind of girlfriends I want to be with all life. You guys just bring me to a new edge of life which makes me feel happy. Even if i feel sad, it felt that i want you guys to be with me, close. Just like today, everyone in my class saw me stressed out, but none of their consolation was effective.
Hope things goes fine.
Love you all.
